Prediction of a possibly uncertain Future
of all things sad
that came to pass
since i survived
my certain death
and started living life
on borrowed time
none moves my heart
more than the thought
how all that effort
paired with hope
and albeit reluctant faith
lead me to spread wings
that i never knew i had
which made me soar much higher
than even in my boldest dream
way up there in the distance
i did see many doors
not closed but open
so am i to blame now
for believing what i saw
how could i not
fool that i was
alas one day it all
began to break apart
till every bit seemed lost
that had been gained
with no one here but me
to witness my own fate
with no place left to go
and nothing that remained
for me to cater to
one could say that
the story of my painful
yet enjoyable life
had just been told
was over now
and done with-yet
if everything had gone
according to the grand
and perfect divine plan
i should no longer be here
and neither should these words
have ever covered any page
yet here i am and here's my poem
it seems that maybe something
somehow has gone wrong
....
i have this urgent question
it has been burning up my mind
i'd gladly put it to you now,
if only i remembered what it was??? lol ... :|
© Corinne Wesley, Cancer Survivor, October 6, 2013.
( found and edited April 10, 2015 ;) )
